cold heart dilemma

put your hands on your chest and feel your heart. feel your heart beat. feel it in your palms - every tingle, every pulse.

LUBB DUBB. LUBB DUBB.
feel every beat of your heart

feel the WARMTH of your palms on your chest. the sensations on your heart- the tireness of work, the glories of good deeds, the tragedies of sins. FEEL

feel the heat of your palms on your chest. let it touch your heart.
PASSIONATE. LUSTFUL. ECSTATIC WARMTH. for your heart

FEEL

sometimes our hearts get so cold, so numb, so weary.
FORGOTTEN. UNUSED.
ignored by infidel owners.

so it's nice to check on it every now and then.

does it still beat correctly? is it TIRED? does it still FEEL? do you still FEEL it? do you still FEEL?

salamat!

i lost my phone. two months ago. last november. i left it in our classroom and when i got back, it was gone. i beleved that it  fell off or something. never thought someone would STEAL it.

i got a replacement phone. quite lucky 'cause it's n-times better than a rugged 4 year old Nokia6230. yet, i felt sad for my clumsy and careless action which resulted in the loss of an extremely sentimental gadget. nonetheless, i became happy with the new N79.

but something else happened.

i am not the only one with a loss in our classroom. 3 THREE 3 THREE 3 THREE other people are also victims. for their safety, i won't expose their identities here. haha!

so the conclusion is, someone amongst us is a ROBBER. a THIEF.

it's gone too far! know why? DUH! it's S-T-E-A-L-I-N-G.

one more thing, i heard from a seemingly credible source that the slimy thief has accomplices. what's more irritating is the Bible of stories which is attached to the rat's stoopid port folio. IRRITATION.

the anger got me. it got me good. it got me so good.

Dear Thief,

       salamat sa pagnanakaw ng phone ko! atleast nagkaroon na ako ng bagong phone na MAS MAGARA pa sa ninakaw ng nag-aamoy basura mong kamay. sana naging masaya ka sa perang nakuha mo sa pagsanla mo sa napakagandang phone ko. i hope you're EXTREMELY HAPPY! atleast nakatulong ako sa paglutas ng pagka-PULUBI at pagka-DUKHA mo. see? FRIENDS support each other!

       sabi nga ng teacher natin, pagninakawan ka, isipin mo na lang na ABULOY na lang ang ibibigay mong pera. parang donation. sana nga MAMATAY ka na. para magamit mo na ang ABULOY na binigay ko. di ba? kung praktikal ka sa pagnanakaw, mas praktikal ako! TUMUTULONG LANG NAMAN AKO SA'YO, FRIEND.

your dearest SUPPORTIVE friend,

edsel :)

luckily, no one is suspected- YET. but small group investigations are ongoing. i HOPE some kind of solution is made soon.

admittance is enough. konsensya na lang.

THIEF.

YOU SLIMY ROTTING THIEF.

i'm still willing to forgive you, BITCH! all you need to do is to surrender yourself.

is that so hard for your DIGNITY -if you still have one- to face?!

--EDU

school kills

okay, so i was overly excited last monday by the fact that schooldays have come in year 2009 and that MAGICAL -not to mention WONDROUS- events have been planned out for me to encounter!

my excitement dried up after the first hour on the first day back in school...
cheap luck!

seems like the long shopping list of stressful tasks, activities, PRACTICAL EXAMS, and requirements had its way of greeting me a "Happy New Year!" to add to that, the looong agonizing hours of staring at the beautiful pages of textbooks is approaching.. PERIODIC EXAMS.. harsh!

a PORTION of my bittersweet list of burden:
1. research paper in filipino, due on the 12th
2. research paper in physics, due on the 16th
3. cover design of our yearbook, due before the 19th
4. defense of physics research paper, on the 29th
5. periodic exams on the 19th, 20th and 21st

how wonderful! :)

guess i have to burn extra pounds of calories to survive this..

keep positive! keep positive!
i hope i could! i wish i could!
haha haha! :D

--EDU

welcome me!

so..

i'm finally starting my own blog! actually, this is my second blogsite.. i started posting on my old one two summers ago, but i killed it afterwards.. i got bored..

i hope nothing could spoil my blogging this time.. i'll try to keep a perky attitude this time around :D (no matter how sarcastic that sounded, i'm serious!)

my dearest blog,
don't get frightened! i won't hurt you.. atleast not yet.. haha!

welcome me, blog world! :D

--EDU